Xiao Jiang

坏习惯

2010-07-03T22:21:00.000-07:00

最近好象有一些电子自动回复，

回自动的对你的文章作一些比较莫宁两可的回复，

比如“ 你的文章很棒，这货物哪里买？。。。”

看到了都有点心淡，

希望我的文章可以给真的喜欢看的人，

今天突然间很想说坏习惯的影响，

可能是自己太多坏习惯了，

人的命运，不是看人生得怎么样，

是看你的好和坏习惯，

很多人都说江山易改，本性难移，

从小索造的坏习惯，

十年，二十年，三十年，

要改真的可以很难，

命运分成两种，

一个家庭背景，

而另一个就是习惯了，

没有人是天生脾气暴躁，

没有人一出生就爱耍性子，

更没有人一出生就飞横腾达，

人生的一点一滴是自己创造出来的。

习惯了不去尝试新事物的人明显的很容易和世界脱轨。

习惯了逃避责任就没有经验面对压力，面对现实。

习惯了没喝多水，嘴唇爆裂，可能就没有女孩子要亲你了！

坏习惯可能就把每件美好的机会抹杀，把事情搞坏。

不知道的人就会说这就是自己的命运，

不把自己的坏习惯改掉，

就好象把自己的美好前途毁坏一样。

如果你不信你可以试看在老板面前

挖鼻子，拔脚皮，头皮一大堆，没精神。。。

怎么样成大器？

要改变自己的命运就改变那个

本性难移的坏习惯吧！！

好久没部落格了

2010-06-19T11:52:00.000-07:00

大家，

我本人事业心重，

生活也没有想象中顺利，

希望不要介意我那么久写blog的习惯，

最近不知道怎么回事，

我的脑袋好象极速退化，

一百样事情就五十样忘记，

三十样记错，二十样记不完。

好象没有事情能够真的记得。

就连自己去年生日怎么过也不记得了。

知道了问题，开始把容易的事情拍照起来，

比如泊车位。

有事开始觉得自己越来越差劲，

公司难题个个帮不上忙，

最亲密的人也离我而去。。。

感觉今年过了整个霉运年。

有人说“霉运的结束，也就是幸运的开始。”

真的吗？希望如此。

一路以来，我的人生目标

就是索造未来

稳定的事业，

中上收入，

组织小家庭。

经过了那么多事情后，

突然迷失了方向。。

没有记性，事业也越来越模糊了。

没有了人生伴侣，家庭可说是未来的事。

有没有未来更是未知数，

世界末日可能更明朗。

都知道是我短见还是，

人们在欺骗自己，

我只知道在人生结束前要痛痛快快！！

人生有多少个十年？

最重要痛痛快快！！

耐人寻味

2010-04-18T01:49:00.000-07:00

“如果我还有一天的寿命，那天我要做你的女友。

我还有一天的命吗？没有。

所以，很可惜。我今生仍然不是你的女友。

如果我有翅膀，我要从天堂飞下来看你。

我有翅膀吗？没有。

所以，很遗憾。我从此无法再看到你。

如果把整个浴缸的水倒出，也浇不灭我对你爱情的火焰。

整个浴缸的水全部倒得出吗？可以。

所以，是的，我爱你。”

第一次亲密接触

蔡智恒着

刚刚看完了这片短篇小说，

形容了一个短暂的爱情故事，

带来的漫长的浪漫回忆。

书面更说着

“如果你没读过《第一次亲密接触》

你不会知道爱情是什么。

但是你不会不读《第一次亲密接触》

所以你一定知道爱情是什么。

看完了的感想也只能说

人生短暂。

分分钟明天已不在人世，

一切的人间繁华也只是一阵风。

只有留下来的回忆和事物，

牵动着尚在人间的凡人。

往往人们的一生都被活埋在

忙忙碌碌的工作里，

赚取金钱来兑现所需和无需的事务

败坏了健康，

到头来，

赚到的也只是天堂的灰尘。

若没有金钱

健康的身躯也就漫无目的的

浪费了一生漫长的岁月。

到头来，

人生也只是天堂的灰尘。

耐人寻味。。。

耐人寻味。。

How do we know they are real but not an excuse for themselves?

2010-03-18T13:10:00.000-07:00

Tonight is a night that i am damn sleepy

and i don't even dare to touch my bed...

One of the reason is because I have a meeting in

early in the morning.

So, was reminded by my colleagues that I had

kinda long period never blog before alr.

So thats why i am writing what you are reading now.

Recently, I used most of my time in work,

and most of my working time in car.

I thinking for an issue quite a long time in my travel and drive.

That's " Do people mindset or discipline affected by religion?"

I am not mean to any religion or races but

myself is a freethinker and

I seriously don't think I will be bad because of that.

Religion is a "thing" that will teach people to be good to be kind.

But what for those thing that are subjective?

for example, "smoke, drunk, gamble or may be sex before marriage?"

Some religion they banned gamble and alcohol but

you can easily get them in Toto, pub or even club.

I wondering what that's mean?

Some religion prohibited

sex before marriage but

i just knew a lots of them alr broken the rules.

What their excuse is that "modern "

Ya, I have no offence about you guys broken the rules

to be modern,

but when you ask them to have a pray to their parent in Buddha way

they will tell you that their religion not allowing that....

Get what i mean?

It is simple,

they show their religion as their excuse when they not feel like doing it.

they forgot their religion when they want to do something they like.

It's just all my wonder.

There is a better example from terrorist who always said

"I am doing this with the God's direct."

That's seriously what the fcuk!!

So, that's bring me to those father or religion leaders,

who always speak the same dialogue I always heard from them

"last night I was talked to God"

"God had spoken to me that...bla bla bla"

No ones will know is that true or not,

because we just enter people's dream,

and another thing we cant tell is that we never

know what will happen to us after we dead.

That's how they can create whatever scenario that will

happen after your death ( or may be your last life)

I am always wondering how they know

how the heaven desgined and how the heaven builded?

Do they exist?

They are if you believe of them.

but never been proven that there is heaven even they believe on it,

isn't that just an imagination?

Judge yourselves..

but I do believe in ghost.

hohoho...

(again I have no mean to any religion,

Its just my wonders..)

The story of Malaysia Road System

2010-02-05T07:44:00.000-08:00

Ok guys,

The story was like that,

my company looking for a marketing executive and

actually call me to go our nearest taylor college to

paste a notice to hire ppl.

So, I did so.

I went and i paste in a 7-11 mart.

It's done and i Wanna go from

the TAYLOR COLLEGE to SUNWAY PYRAMID

and found that we actually cant U turn back to the way like a show

in the picture below. (Suppose Direction1)

(Suppose Direction1)

PS: Blow Bigger to see the detail!!!

So, I not able to make a u-turn there so,

i have no choice to follow the way out to LDP,

under the Canon Bridge.

Then, I realized that they put a sign board there

to say that thee is not allowed for U-turn also.

Pls refer to (Direction 2)

(Direction 2)

So in the end i didt able to et a U-turn back to

Sunway Pyramid which is just near by the place like 1km.

I wait for the freaking long traffic light and

planned to u-turn in somewhere LDP but i noticed that,

they even dun allow u to go straight ahead on the traffic light.

They forced you to turn right?!?!?!?!

See the direction 3 for better understanding

(direction 3)

I turned right and there is a big jam on the federal high way

and i need to go thru all the way to get a u-turn back

and get thru all the traffic again to get back

sunway wich is act 500m from the place i was.

THIS IS THE FINAL DIRECTION I BEEN FORCED TO TAKE.

The Story told us that

The Fella who planned for Malaysia Road System is so

MORONIC!!

Dude, dont use the grass in ur brain to build Malaysia Road System ok?

If you feel hard to enhance the Road System to be better,

mean the grasses in ur mind is getting more and more

even blowing flowers in it alr!!

Eating SHIT is feel better than Driving along the Malaysia Road System

Danger Everywhere

2010-01-28T09:58:00.000-08:00

Today i had been told by my fren that

her ex bf's dad had been passed away..

That's kind of sad and sorry for his family.

The causes make his dad leave the world earlier

is Cancer.

Unbelievable that his relatives are

3 in cancer included his dad.

Even my relatives had 2 was dead by cancer.

one is brain and another one is lung cancer,

It was just like everywhere keep happening,

even the people who near us.

It is extremely scary for me.

May be today you are feel good and tmr feel bad

and have a check in hospital and you realized

you alr the last stage of cancer.

Who knows? everything can happen nowadays.

I am wondering why human have such virus around us.

May be we had too much McD,

or drink too much of Coca Cola?

or may be we sleep not enough 5 hours per day?

In the end, i believe is the revolution of technology had mutated

the world natural system.

Chicken not suppose to be grow big in 1 week,

but technology can do that.

There are not suppose to have pill

but technology can do that.

strawberry not suppose to be so sweet,

but technology can do that.

In the end, everything had changed in their DNA or Whatever,

and they started to mutate and became virus for us.

Human are killing human themselves for..

earning more money.

Human is the most selfish creature in the world.

Human had turned the world upside down,

so may be one day the world are going to turn the human upside down as well..

Dun you agree human had destroy the world?

Being Lazy

2010-01-26T09:47:00.000-08:00

If you ask me,

What is my dream,

I would answer you

I wanna earn a lots of money and

get a better life with family and my wife (peierr)

I taking every second to did my job well

and hope for increment or more experience as a beginner

I hate those people who wasting time doing nothing,

they will actually hanging around,

everyday yam cha,

play game and all that.

I even hate those people

earn an amount of money and stop working

and travel here and there.

I strongly felt that they are wasting their life

and wasting their good opportunity to have good in career.

But now,

I hope I can be them.

NO matter how much you earned,

you gonna have time to spend it,

you gonna have a healthy body to do the things u like.

I strongly agree them the persons I mentioned just now

can be categorize in Lazy type people,

but whats wrong with lazy?

We only get to live once.

Anyone hoping himself work till he enter the coffin?

Get life easier

You may be the TOP Billionaires like Bill Gates,

But you have no health.

What if you failed to be billionaires and

end up with a lot of illness?

I had thought of this for few months...

So, I decided to be lazy...

but not too lazy.

2 Fisherman

2010-01-25T11:06:00.000-08:00

I would like to share with you a story

that I had heard from somewhere.

There are 2 fishermen were resting on the seaside after their work,

Fisherman B(Shorten to B) curiously ask Fisherman A (Shorten to A)

"Do you have any dream?"

A think for awhile and answer to B

" Nope"

B surprised and said

"What?! You have no dream at all?"

A look at B and ask him,

"What about you?"

B proudly said to A

"Ofcourse, I have, my dream is huge!"

A asked

"What your dream about?"

B said

" I wanna catch more fishes everyday,

i wanna earn more money to

buy a new boat that can have a better performance in catching fish,

so that i can catch more and more fishes,

and i will hire workers to work for me and

change to big ship."

A asked,

"So?"

B are more excited and said,

"So, I will open my own seafood factory

to make can food and seafood products"

A asked again,

"then?"

B are more and more excited , said,

"then i gonna open for branch and branded,

I gonna make my company listing in worldwide share.

By that time I can sell my company for alots of money..."

A asked,

"after that?"

B said,

"After that I wanna buy a resort at the seaside

and enjoy the seaside wind like now..."

A smiled.

B found that he already doing what he dream for.

Both of them continue to enjoy the beauty of the nature...

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Sometimes, we didt realize that actually we are having the dream that we dream for,

We set our target blindly and in the end we just round a big round to end on our

starting point.

Maa Maa Rest in Peace

2010-01-20T09:16:00.000-08:00

I had been long time stop blogging,

according to my workload,

other than working time i spend time to go out with frens,

spending time with frens are because i dun wanna lost them,

sometimes i do need to overnight in office,

but that day i open my eyes in office,

i got a call from my mum...

"Maa Maa was gone"

(Maa Maa means grandma in Cantonese)

I tot she wanna say that she was gone to travel or whatever,

but its not.

She is gone from this world...

I stunned and blank in my mind.

I answered that OK i will back hometown now and settle my things

and attend her funeral in Kota Tinggi 15 Jan 2010.

Remember that she eat McD sundae cone in the Holiday plaza

when everytime we visit my uncle's shop.

Remember that she ask for playing the swing and we took picture.

She may be old, but her heart is so young.

communicate with us without any gab.

She like to watch tv series and she is word blind.

She like to guess the story which is not accurate sometimes.

She like us talk Cantonese with her.

She like to drink coffee and tea.

She drink milo when she hungry.

She play tai chi every morning when her legs are working well.

She like to give me money everytime i back kota from KL.

She always cant sit down to eat during new year,

she will keep go into kitchen to take more things for us.

She think alot but she didt tell all.

She is more clever than before.

She had a dog call pinky last time and it is gone.

She wanna go my convo badly,

She was getting weak.

She sicked.

and she is gone.

Wherever she gone,

which world she goes to,

she was our great maa maa,

she was a great mum,

she treat everyone good

although some are over but

she just enjoy treating them good.

She was like a hen.

Protect and gave all her best things to her child and grandchild.

She tried her best to spread her love to everyone

because she do love everyone.

May be I'm not the one who know her most,

but i do love her.

I miss her voice,

I miss her dishes,

I miss that she throws key down to us,

I miss that her cooking in the kitchen,

I miss that her shopping in KINI,

I miss that her sitting in my dad's volvo,

I miss that she sitting on her chair,

I miss that she eat sundae cone with me,

I miss her laugh,

I miss she said that

"Never talk, Never laugh"

I miss she say bye bye to me

everytime I going back from the stairs.

I miss her warms.

I miss the time she with us.

You already gave your best to us.

Maa Maa Rest in Peace.

Ctrl + Z

2009-07-25T04:54:00.000-07:00

I always using 3D software , production software and whatever softwares
to complete my work,
to fulfill my imagination,
to create my creativity,
and the button we always use is...
Ctrl + Z = Undo Button

We do,
We made mistake,
We undo,
We redo.

I always said that the Undo Button is always the best button for me.
Some software are more convenient,
u can even choose which step you wanna return to.

The more i use the button, the more i scared.
Why and what i scared of?

I used to have the button to always undo my mistake,
and i will slowly assume the reality can also been undo.
When i made a mistake in the reality
and i will start finding where is the " Ctrl+Z" button are.
I wan to redo it, I wan to undo the mistake.

For example,
I draw a drawing with a marker,
suddenly i draw out of the line
and i will try to undo it.

But in the reality,
you will never find the Ctrl+Z button(undo),
you will have to face all the effects causes by your mistake,
you may need to sacrifices some of your things or priority
to cover back your own ass.

SO, i think that's somehow dangerous for me to used of the button
which is Ctrl + Z button in my life,
YOU and me better get rid of it
because u can only live for your life ONCE.

The Great Way to Use the Thing U Hate

2009-07-15T21:16:00.000-07:00

Here I bet everyone have million of 5 sen
and u got no idea how u gonna use them one by one,
U put in ur purse, u not really remember to pay by it,
Day by day u will keep more and more 5 sen in ur coins box.
There is the first thing I introduced.

The second thing is the TOL u met in the highway,
There is Sunway Tol(RM1.60), Puchong Tol (RM1.60), MRR 2 Tol (RM2.20).
If not mistaken, their price are around that.

So with this 2 things we hate,
we combine them and we get the solution,
First, u buy a small plastic bag,
U can buy anywhere from those plastic selling shop,
It is just around RM2 for 100 piece mean 2 sen for 1 piece.
U put 2 categories of 5 sen into the plastic bag.
There are 32 pieces (RM1.60) and 44 pieces of 5 sen (Rm2.20).
Or u can make another 2 categories are 60 sen and 1.60 ringgit package.

With every 2 sen more u can clear up ur 5 sen in ur coins,
and u can express unsatisfactory feeling on the ToL.
Besides that, 5 sen are always invisible in ur life.
With this action u can actually saved ur paper money from TOL.

*P.S- If u cant buy the small plastic bag. U can buy from me.
RM 2 for 100 pieces. Seriously.. ^^ muahaha

The time flew by theory

2009-07-09T07:51:00.000-07:00

People will say time flew by,
1 month, 6 month , 1 year,
When u think it back,
u will feel the time flew by,
u feel like one year are so short.

There is a theory i think,
time didt flew that fast as u think,
time is ticking every second.
no matter how hard u try,
it wont tick twice in a second.
(if u go adjust the clock then u r cheating urself)
time is pass with a sequence speed
but why we think that the time flew by quickly?
the theory for me is the memories of the period in our mind.

What do i mean the memories between that period?
We can do many many things in a year,
but may be wat we can remember is just the importance things.
We remember that we graduate this year,
our birthday this year, new year, christmas,
we will only remember something is really memorable or unforgotten,
but we wont remmeber how many times we eat pan mee in this year,
we wont remember all the details in the year we did,
we wont remember wat things we shop, we eat, we watch,
(ya, ofcoz u purposely try to remind back, u might get it
but there is for sure something we had forgotten.)
With the specific memories, our memories became shorter and lesser.
Just like an hour video and u go and edit it into 1 minute video,
it will be short, important, nothing about detail.

Thats exactly hows my theory is. LOL
Time flew by fast or not is depends how much memories u remember of the year,
more thing u remember, u will found that act time flew slower.
do u agree?

I wan you to know they are just SCAM~~~!!!

2009-07-03T08:32:00.000-07:00

I am freaking tired,
outing for the whole day,
walking here and there and
now only i free to sit on my com.
The first thing I do when i touch my keyboard and mouse
is tell u that dun be a fool to believe those scam.

When u walk in Time Square and try to cross over the road,
after u cross the bridge, there will be whole freaking batch of salesman,
they all asking u to try their "FREE" lucky draw.
Hello! this is already a big hint for you.
There is no free lunch and
they are just exactly the scam case in newspaper everday,
That's why ur mama always ask u to read the news.

Ok, after u took the draw and scratch it or whatever it.
Dun worry. 100% u will get the "prize",
in that time the salesman will be very very excited and happy
and more excited than you.
(u r still safe but no more)
They will ask u to just follow them to take the prize.
(if u call someone like ur parent, they will say no need tell them ,
lets give them a surprise)
Use ur mind to think it please,
Where can get the company so rich till can give away so many "prize" everyday?
You are their income.

Back to the topic,
SO, They will bring you into their office and show u their pics,
when it is been organized, bal bla bla...
hey will try whatever to make u believe them actually they are exist
and sumore is a very big company just u dunno about it,
and... they will lead u to their manager and tell u,
congraz u win the prize this will be the prize list,
the prize list like very luxury, like
Japan tour, Car, Star Cruise,
whatever which worth few thousand or more than it
So they will give u a chip like coin.
they will tell u that , that is the prize.
But it is not over yet.

In the coin, you need to use their decoder(machine) to decode it (read it),
so only u will know which prize do u get in the list.
Ok fine, but they will ask u to give some advertisement fees for it
mean they need to do maintainance and they need your support,
not much u have to pay, just RM5600 only.
( THATS WHERE THEY INCOME
AND THATS IS THE WAY THEY SCAM YOU)
if u dun have the money they will ask u to give deposit
to hold the prize so that u can get it when u pay it.
If u dun have the cash they have an ATM near by their company,
they will lead u to withdraw it,
and in the end u paid and they decode for u.
Normally, u will get the last of the list that u never notice that
they are just a unknown china brand speaker or tilam,
before that they will ask u to sign a contract to show that u r
self willing to pay the money and give u the "prize".

In the end u will get ur 5600 bucks speaker or whatever cheap thing "happily" home.

So, next time u pass by there just dun ever give a shit to them!!
I have no idea what our police is doing... as u know.
Protect Urself!
Forward to ur fren if u lazy to explain.

My OUG room

2009-06-19T08:33:00.000-07:00

I had move into Taman Oversea
Union for temporary and here is
the picture i took..

Where i Did my work and Study.

My cupboard(owner's one), but i just use one of it.

My Tiny Show room. hehe~

Healthy life with Proper life style.

My coins are getting more and more. LOL

My comics collection.

My bed. Owner's one.

Here is where messy.

New Life had Begun...

2009-05-28T00:45:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day I will be in cyberjaya, will be in MMU, and D33A. If everything smooth and fluency , I will be not coming back MMU alr. I might come back in cyberjaya for working purpose and I will never have chance to stay back to this D33A.

I admit that I less join housemates activity. But i really like to staying in D33A one although it is hot, not big enough for 10 people, dirty, sticky floor and horrible toilet. I can predict that my life in OUG will be quite boring and nothing much to do... ><><

I will miss the day we crazy screaming in alan's car.
I will miss the day we BBQ in the super messy garden.
I will miss the day we go alamanda watch movie in midnight.
I will miss the day we gossip and play in "multi purpose hall"
I will miss the day we dota overnight and have fun together.
to be continued....

The days before Graduation (probably)

2009-05-22T11:37:00.000-07:00

The days before graduation,
the days before my final exam,
the days before my final submission,
the days before i move away from cyberia,

I am worrying,
I am exciting,
I am happy,
I am sad,
I having a mix feeling,

My final exam is hard this time.
I dun have full confident on this exam,
if i fail in that exam, i cant graduation this year,
that's what i worry.

I going to move in to a new house,
with air-condition, nice place, single big big room and so on,
in June, I will be going to redang and bali sumore,
I am excited. Fun holidays is coming after my final exam,
i just cant wait for it.

Happy, happy for a new future,
happy for finishing my degree,
happy that i can earn money soon,
happy that i can go to a new place to stay,

but i am sad,
I think friendship of uni might affect even a little,
I think future life wont be so enjoy anymore,
I say good bye sincerely to my friends recently,
especially those "hi-bye friends",
because i think this might be the last night i see u all.

I am confused.
I having so many different feeling,
I feel so FAN.

-Anyway I will finish them one by one with the right timing-

Noisy..

2009-05-07T08:59:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I really like kind of silent moment.
Tonight is another night that i feel like wan to have a peaceful night.

I am just after a final presentation(not really final yet)
but i had gone over all critical time.

I feel like need a peaceful rest.
A rest with a empty room
means no mosquito, not hot and no noise.

I have no idea why there are so many mosquito recently which are immuned to my
"Shieldox Liquid"
They like to bite me this few days and they still increase the population
even i spray all the way aerosol(if not spelling wrong)
Whole my floor can see mosquitols grave yards along.
but they are still like " You can killed me, but there is thousand me outside."
At last, they trained me until i can see them even i not wearing spec.
LOL

Next is the weather recently is like the mosquito also.
only increase and never decrease
i even can sweat while only siting on my table
it is kind of super duberb hot for me.
haih wat to do,
global is alr warmed.

and the last one is noise.
except beside my room there is alan's cinema with big big speaker which can
make bass with a little sound only.
I cant really sleep when he is playing game or movie
and another is my housemates's laughing.
but when i move out,
they will disappear from me.
so shud i appreciate it now?
i got no idea.

Billgates's 10 quotes

2009-04-19T12:17:00.000-07:00

1.社会充满不公平，你先不要想去改造它，只能先适应它。
2.世界不会在意你的自尊，人们看的只是你的成就。在你没有成就以前，切勿过分强调自尊。
3.你只是中学毕业，通常不会成CEO，直到你把CEO职位拿到手。
4.当你陷入人为困境时，不要抱怨，默默地吸取教训。
5.你永远要感恩和孝敬你的父母。
6.在学校里，你考第几已不是那么重要，但进入社会却不然。不管你到哪里，都要分等排名。
7.学校里有节假日，到公司打工则不然，你几乎不能休息，很少能轻松地过节假日。
8.在学校，老师会帮助你学习，到公司却不会，公司要比学校对你的要求更加严格。
9.人们都喜欢看电视剧，但你不要看，那并不是你的生活。
10.永远不要在背后批评别人，尤其不能批评你的老板无知、刻薄和无能，因为这样的心态，会使你走上坎坷艰难的成长之路。

1. The world is unfair, you need not to figure up how to change the society, the only thing you can do is to adapt it.
2. People wont mind your self-respect. They just mind your achievement. Before you have your achievement, please don't mind your self-respect too much.
3.You are just graduated from a secondary school, logically you wont become a CEO, unless you alr got the post.
4. When you had fallen into a difficulty situation, no blaming , but learning.
5. You have to feel grateful and treat well to your parents FOREVER.
6.Your place in a school class are no more important. Your place in your company are most important.
7. You can enjoy holidays in school time but u will never get a rest in work time.
8. Teacher will teach you in school but boss wont. They expect more on you.
9. People like to watching TV series but not you. That's not your life.
10. Never complaining people at the back. Especially your boss about idiot, unkind and incompetent, because this kind of emotion will lead you to a harder road in you growing journey.

*Translated by Lyon Kong with his broken English. Please forgive my mistake. LOL
and..... who said only fat guy can be rich? >< just kidding.

Do not judge a book by its cover.

2009-04-17T13:25:00.000-07:00

From I was young,
i believe that u can know a person by seeing their face.
I think it is because My dad know a bit of
physiognomy
mean tell ur attitude by looking on ur face.
In chinese , we call it "看相"

So, I keep believe that
act ppl can tell attitudes by physiognomy
Like ppl say upper lip thick mean the person care sex more
like ppl say lower lip thick mean care relationship more
and there is many other way to see their attitude.

BUT sometimes i found it not work on certain ppl.
there is 2 reason might cause this happen.
1. because i dunno the theory of the physiognomy.
2. it really cant work on certain ppl.
like the lips case, if that's true then
those African guys all caring sex and relationship?
impossible right?

So, is it work on chinese only?
I dun think so,
alot of case i tested few times are not accurate enough.
like one case is like 2 ppl face are quite same
but they are damn different ppl and attitude. T.T

So, In this case,
I gonna use back another quote in chinese
"人不可貌相"
mean "Do not judge a book by its cover".
Chinese really contradictory.

強姦犯的自白 (女孩子必看 )

2009-04-11T15:06:00.000-07:00

如果妳沒看過，請仔細看完；如果妳曾經看過，建議妳再看一遍。
許多強暴犯認為，具有「被害者」的第一個特質，是她們的髮型。
他們最喜歡跟在「綁馬尾」，有髮髻或綁辮子的女性身後，
或是其他可以輕易抓住她的髮型。
他們也喜歡跟住長髮女性，短髮的女性不常會是目標。強暴犯考慮的第二件事是「衣著」，他們會找尋穿著「可迅速脫去」的女性。
他們認為，最好的穿著是一件式的罩衫（例如：洋裝、連身裙）。
因為許多強暴犯會隨身攜帶剪刀，來剪開衣。
　他們亦會跟上正在說大哥大，正在找錢包；或在走路時，作其他事的女性。
因為她們會毫無防備，而且可以輕易的被控制住。
正天的時間中，他們喜歡在一大早攻擊和強暴女性（她們此時清爽、乾淨）。
易發生攻擊的地點是商站前的停車場，第二名是公司的停車場或車庫，
第三名是公共廁所 ,這些強暴犯所想的，就是抓住女性後，
他們可以迅速移往第二個地點，使他們不必擔心被抓到。
只有 2％的人，會帶武器（因為被抓到判刑的話、罪較輕）。
如果，妳在當下有激烈反抗，他們通常會退縮。
因為，只要花了一兩分鐘，他們就會知道，上妳是不值得的，也會浪費過多的時間。強暴犯說，他們不會選上帶著「雨傘或其他類似物品的女性」，
因為這可以用來造成防禦的距離所以，
要使強暴犯產生「妳並不是適合被攻擊的對象」的念頭。
如果有人在街上或停車場中跟著妳，或是在電梯或手扶梯上，直視他們的臉，
而且問他們問題：
現在幾點了？或是進行禮貌性的交談。我簡直不敢相信，這裡會這麼冷 ? 今天天氣真差!
因為，現在妳已經看到他們的臉，而且可以在鏡子後面指認他們，妳也因此失去成為他們目標的機會.如果有人正靠近妳，將妳的手伸至胸前，並大喊站住或退後。如果女性大喊或表現不怕反擊回去的態度，他們就會離開。
再次提醒，他們尋找的是「容易」的目標，他們要的是一個不會惹麻煩的女人。
如果開始惹了麻煩，那麼他將會逃離現場.

Here is a broken translate + direct translate with Yahoo Translate. Hope u can understand. XD

If you have not looked, please carefully look; If you had looked, suggested that you look at again.
Many violent commits believed that has “the injured party” the first special characteristic, is their hairstyle.
They most like following in “to tie up the horse's tail”, has the chignon or ties up braid's female after death,
Perhaps other may hold her hairstyle easily.
They also like tailing the long hair female, the short hair feminine regular session are not the goals. The violent commit consideration's second matter is “the attire”, they will pursue are putting on “may take off rapidly” the female.
They believed that best is putting on is -like overalls (e.g.: Foreign-style clothing, Lian Shenqun).
Because many violent commit body carrying scissors, will cut the clothes.
　They will also follow to say the mobile phone, will be looking for the wallet; Or when walking, is other matter's female.
Because they meet do not guard against, moreover may easily control.
In the day's time, they like in early morning attack and the violent female (they this time neat, clean).
Before easy to have the attack place is business stands the parking lot, second is company's parking lot or the garage,
Third is the public toilet, these violent commits thought that after is holds the female,
They may move rapidly toward the second place, causes them not to need to worry that is caught.
Only then 2% people, can bring the weapon (, because is caught sentence words, crime to be light).
If, you in have the intense revolt immediately, they will usually flinch.
Because, so long as has spent 1-2 minutes, they will know, on you will not be worth, also will waste the excessively much time. The violent commit said that they will not elect to bring “the umbrella or other similar goods female”,
Because this may use for to create the defense the distance, therefore,
Must make the violent commit production “you are not suits the object which attacks” thought.
If some people on the street either in the parking lot with you, perhaps in the elevator or on the hand staircase with a handrail, look straight ahead their face,
Moreover asks their question:
Now how many? Perhaps carries on the polite conversation. I do not dare to believe simply that here can be such cold? Today the weather misses really!
Because, you already saw their face now, moreover may indicate and confirm them behind the mirror, you also therefore loses into their goal the opportunity. If some people are approaching you, extends yours hand to the front, and shouted that halts or withdraws. If the female shouts or the performance did not fear counter-attacks the manner, they will leave.
Reminds once more, what they seek is “easy” goal, what they want will be one will not annoy the troublesome woman.
If started to annoy troublesome, then he will flee the scene.

Memorize

2009-04-07T14:37:00.000-07:00

Life is like making memorize.
When u did something good, people remember it,
and u will be call as a good man.
When u did something bad, people remember it,
and u will be call as a bad man.
When people dunno or forgot u did that bad thing before.
You are a good man too, because they didt remember u bad before.

When anything goes wrong if u able to wash everyone's brain,
you can make a new life but it is somehow impossible.
Because memorize is a very abstract thing,
you cant know what i remember and i cant observes you memorize.

So, sometimes you might became who u not really wan to.
Because people misunderstand your action as another meaning and
they assume that as the truth to became their memorize on you.

What people remember is very hard to control,
basically the input of they memorize is from eyes and secondary is ears and so on.
So why not we control what people see and what people hear, right?

Life after Grad

2009-03-26T00:38:00.000-07:00

In this moment, I have couple idea wanna blog out.
One is about graduation and another is about gossip.
In between both, I made a decision -

Graduation first.
No matter how saying good things is better than saying bad things.
As u know, I'm final year student and probably this sem will be my last sem in Uni.
(If everything smooth on. If not this will be the second last sem T.T)

Before enter this sem, I would thought that last sem shud crazy with frens to the max,
play around, fool around, travel around, go prom, go this go that,
but things never go as what u plan or hope.
Final year mean u have to busy ur final year project too to represent
what u had learnt in this 4 years uni life.
So, with that freaking FYP ( final year project)
everyone is busy to prepare it or work on it.
If they have free time, they prefer settle down their own private things like
go out with bf or gf and etc etc etc.

In the end, not everyone have the free time to crazy together.
Some frens told me that, dun worry about that,
after FYP submission we are able to play around alr,
(Suddenly i found that this words are so familiar,
I heard this once before I SPM.
In the end, I cant go out much after SPM)

In my expectation, after FYP we will busy on moving out from this
"Dead City"- Cyberjaya.
Some will busy on apply for job because nowadays economics down,
everyone is worry about the future income and job.
Some will go travel oversea, work oversea..
Some will go back hometown and
some will go to Singapore find job....

After they come back from their trip or hometown,
It is time to work,
Find a job, interview, apply here and there,
after found the job and we have to concentrate in work,
no more late night life, because tmr have to work again,
no more go out play because we have to save money
for car, for house, for wedding ,for everything.
no more yam cha because we are not really staying in a same city
no more go travel around because we cant apply holiday for so long.
no more gossip around because frens around us are just different.

After Grad,
What will we become?
How will we change?
Will u still remember me?
Will we still come together once in awhile?

Fate is in your hand.

One of my favourite book

2009-03-19T15:05:00.000-07:00

I cant blog everyday,
the main cause i think is i dun have so many time for blog
the sub reasons is i dun have so many idea to write meaningful blog,

i did hope my blog can inspire some idea for whoever is reading this.
Last few months, I had bought a book.
A mandarin book, which named
" Man who are not bad, Girl wont love."

But in the end, from start reading until half of it.
I found that content is nothing related with guys is how bad.
May be the topic/title is just something to attract ppl like me to buy it.
Marketing strategy.

In another way, i found that this book actually very deep and meaningful.
Until now i have found that the author is a guy or girl who named Wang Xing
Seem like a guy name. but he understand both sexual in a very deep way.

Basically this book is talk about chinese guy have a same attitude in many things,
like stick to mother more, protect bro and sis and so on.
But this similar attitude actually having their reason,
how parent teached them. how dad and mum treat them.

One of his point i found it quite outstanding.
Family normally bias (berat sebelah) on the youngest son/daugther.
Oldest son need to take care of whole family,
youngest son would never have such pressure,
easier to get bias from parents,
middle son most worst,
he might be took care my elder brother since young,
and parent seldom notice him.
This is wat he said in the book.
Of curse he explain why elder like that , youngest like that and etc.
I'm not going to copy all here.
When u read about how he explain the relation of bias.
You will like understanding ur parent more and
you can evade from this kind of mistake next time.

This is some kind issues which seldom people will really go and figure out.
Thats why i like this book.
(basically recently no time for me for reading,
got free time alr go play game. So, i was always read in my toilet) lol

Enjoy with reading

The road not taken

2009-02-27T12:47:00.000-08:00

I'm going to grad soon.
As a fresh grad desginer.
There are god damn many of different roads in front of me at the moment,
I analyzed them,
they left 3 roads infront of me.
Normal road, depends road and unknown road.
normal road is be a normal ppl,
do work sleep ..do work sleep..do work sleep..
depends road is depends to the big company wan me or not?
accept? reject?accept? reject?accept? reject?
unknown road is i walk the road myself.
there is actually no road.

and i feel that is most interesting for me.
I dun like to walk the road ppl always walk.
I also dun like always depends on ppl.
I cant plan my thing before it happen.
I wan to walk my own way, but there is
actually no road.
I am so afraid that I will meet a dead end one day in this road.
before i choose, i sit on the junction now.
Drinking my high tea and starring on the unknown road.

"Is my luck able to defeat your mystical?"

Another perspective

2009-01-06T12:06:00.000-08:00

Woaah, is a very long time i didt blog alr, almost forgot wat is blog alr. no la. kidding nia. hope you r still so happy to follow my blog ^^

This is a quite old story alr. i suddenly remind it and feel like sharing with u all. When i was intern, i changed my shampoo once to a brand call (RejoXXe) one. In me brain , i remember i like this brand when i was young. So i decided to give it another chance to be my shampoo again. I bought it and used for a very short period. My hair started have a lot of dandruff. Oh my god. I seldom have dandruff before and that time i have it. I damn fan and i dunno why. In the end, my boss suggest me use head and shoulder. It is best, ya everyone knows that but it is damn expensive too.

At last, I changed back to Sunsilk which i used before i change my shampoo (before i finish the god damn RejoXXe and my problem solved.

This is just the beginning .

One day, I go makan with my boss and i saw a guy who had alot of dandruff ( that time quite long ago from my dandruff case). My first expression is.... yerrr. why this guy so geli one, got a lot of dandruff. I sumore show to my boss to let him see how serious it is. Then my boss very serious and reply me this :-

"Actually it is just a problem with choosing on a wrong brand of shampoo."

One sentence. What u get from it? It is actually not the guy fault. He may be was like me, trusted to a suck branded shampoo and dun waste it so keep using it. When he change to Sunsilk or wat other branded he will be handsome back or better. So, with this story, what i get is, don't ever judge a problem from the surface. We see the dandruff and we judge the guy or girl is a very geli, dirty person. Hell no, we shud think deeper and different perspective. From another perspective, we might found that actually not his problem or fault. So, many problems will be solved peacefully. I hope this article will inspire u something to ur life. It inspire to my life too.

I was not that like a girl in my class last last time (past alr),because she very 38, crazy, dunno what can do and dunno what cannot do. and etc etc etc.) I feel that she is very troublesome and very "leceh". but then from another angle and perspective.I shud thank you her, if she is not here, we might loss a lot of happiness, craziness. She bring the humor to us. She make us laugh till stomache. From another perspective i found her character. She is good and not that bad as i saw the surface.

IRON MAN 2008 TRAILER

2008-12-30T02:19:00.001-08:00

IRON MAN 2008 TRAILER

Different Generation King Kong Movie

2008-12-30T01:26:00.000-08:00

King Kong 1933

King Kong 1976

King Kong 2005

The different generation of HULk and visual effects

2008-12-30T01:19:00.000-08:00

The Hulk in 80's

The Hulk 2003

The Hulk 2008

Another nice animation

2008-12-29T07:22:00.001-08:00

Love can change a person.

2008-11-14T03:36:00.000-08:00

Do u read before those story

said how a bad guy change for his love one?

how fierce guy change into soft for his love one?

how rude guy change polite for his love one?

It is really happen around me.

Last time I have a bad overview toward guy,

when guy play with guy,

they are low class,

they are rude,

they are crazy,

they are just like a beast,

dirty, no discipline, fierce,

not responsible, targetless,

no life, whatever shit they also can do.

but, when they meet the one who they like,

they start changing,

they start set hairstyle,

they start choose shirt to wear,

they start bath at the morning,

last time i was thinking they are so fake,

they just never show their true face to his love one,

now, I feel that they are trying to changing,

change for his love one.

If the guy success to start a relationship with someone,

he wont turn back into lasttime,

he wont have a messy hair anymore,

no broken shirt anymore,

be more clean alr.

They are not fake,

they just changed into a better person for his love one,

Once he success to start a relationship,

he will change more than before,

he started clean his room ( before his gf come over only),

he started go over KL to search for a nice restaurant

for his gf's birthday,

He started iron woman's bras and panties,

he started have his own target,

aim to be a good bf,

he started take flights to here and there to find his gf,

he started to be responsible,

(only on his gf things, but then it is changed also)

He started to change into a more better and nearly perfect man

for his love one again~

I was wrong, it is not fake,

They do changed and they keeping

the good efforts.

thats the power of love,

thats how love change a person.

2008-11-01T05:08:00.000-07:00

My holidays

2008-10-27T02:15:00.000-07:00

If u r alr long time didt see me,

or may be u never see me before,

u dunno how am I recently,

u dunno how is my holiday being,

this is the article u have to read...

Me alr past my 21 birthdday,

alr an adult,

no gold key, not even any key,

home key also dun have.. (lol)

but then i still very happy,

I got a golden dragon for necklace,

it is enough,

and i get a computer as well,

high performing computer,

alr consider the top computer in my friends,

but then got a bit window problem inside,

anyway i treat it as my parents buy for me because

i am their son but not my birthday present,

It is more sweet than it is a present.

So, wat i am doing recently?

Before that, I would like to give myself

a nickname for this holiday,

"The Most Free Person In The World."

I helped my mum cat their studio,

going to cat the kitchen and other parts also,

I helped my boss to do their greenscreen video,

very very hope it will be accept by client,

I doing a 3D crocodile,

because there is a between Khai and Me,

(4 digit bet, If i dun do it, i might die)

I watched 2 series from the start of the holidays till now,

it killed alot of my free period,

i not sure it is wasting or one of my activities.

I planned to go out to walk walk,

I wanna go JB wanna go Singappore,

Nothing to buy, nothing to do in JB or Singapore,

just wan to go out have a walk.

I did exercise,

do yoga.. =.=

in the conclusion, I am free.

I quite enjoy this kind of free period, very relax very healthy,

but i prefer it have more activities for me in my days.

More free am i, more wasting i feel.

The man who is in 21st excellent age now

is wasting his time on doing nothing.

How wasting time i am.

"Relax to go more in the future journey"

I miss U

2008-10-09T09:23:00.000-07:00

I think most chinese heard that
"She Diao Ying Xiong Zhuan射雕英雄傳"
Is a story origin by "jing Yong金庸"

Now I am watching its series.
When I watch
"Guo Jing's郭靖" gf -- "Huang Rong黃容"
I will remind of err err. My gf.
Thats why i love to see this series also.
Huang Rong is a very cute character, pretty and clever.
She dun let Guo Jing hungry , like my gf.
She dun let Guo Jing seperate with her, like my gf.
It is just like my love gf.

Everytime I watch , I sure miss my err err.
I missed her smile, her smile is so sweet,
I missed her naughty, her naughtiness is so cute.
I missed her sayang, her sayang is my soul.
I keep flash back the time we happy together,
We looking into each others eyes,
We travel all the new places together,
We romance together,
We hug, we kiss , we pak tor..
I missed...

Last Weekend is the happiest moment for me,
because U with me,
I was so happy to be together with u,
As Huang Rong said
"One More Day Can Be Together With U,
One Day I Had The Happiness."

I Hope I can flew to the time i am 25 years old,
because that time i might have the qualification to marry U
to be my lovely wife,
People said that, Youth is the Most Wonderful Period in Life.
But I rather exchange my Youth to marry my err err faster.

I feel like to be
a good boyfriend,
a good husband,
a good daddy,
a good partner,
only haven think to be
a good grandfather yet...
hoho...

I had a dream

2008-10-01T01:31:00.000-07:00

I had a dream.
I met a girl.
A baby girl.
She is not my daughter.
Someone's cute daughter.

I tried to hug her, carry her on my arms.
She very happy, very cute.
I remember she quite fatty,
baby fat face.

Some other guys wanna carry her,
she dun wan be carried but others except me.
She will smile so cute and nice when i carry her.
Just like I am her father.

Hope next time my daughter would as cute as her.
I sure very very sayang her one.
My daughter, how would u look like?
dream of babies dream till crazy alr.
hohoho...

Be pissed off

2008-09-30T06:06:00.000-07:00

Post be deleted. ^^

Fair Lady

2008-09-16T09:47:00.001-07:00

Nissan 350Z - people call it as fair lady in another term.
Act i not going to talk about this fair lady.
but this..

A drawing i finished in around 2 hours at 15 SEPT.
This title of drawing is wat i stated "fair lady"
wat i wanna draw is a simple drawing with a fair skin lady inside.
Why i draw her is no reason also. quite randomly pick from a forum i always go,
Wat i wanna present is a sporty, naughty feel girl, a but hip hop type
and cutie.
nothing much i wanna say to this drawing because it is one of my practicing artwork.
Practice to produce a simple drawing in the shortest time i can.
^^

Mandy's Drawing

2008-09-08T02:29:00.000-07:00

Okay, how interesting i found this drawing in my fren's blog.
It made me so feel like draw something back to enhance it.
It is 2 kids cycling in a paddy field.
from her referrence i knew that wat the theme she would like to draw
White clouds, blue sky, huge huge field that hard to see the end..
Thats wat i guess.
Here i have few comments that i hope i can help her to enhance her skills and art-work.

First of all,
i very appreciate your art sense,
from the drawing i can see you have a talent in art,
atleast you are so clever to find a references to follow,
thats a very smart way to draw nice work in shorter time

what you gonna do is , in the first thing when u start filling colours is,
analyze where the sun light come from?? from top from back?
So, for your case, it is come from the right upper side,
why lighting so important?
because it is the key to make ur drawing look real and believable,
same lighting for all the things will make ppl know thats all in the same place,
when you knew where the light come from,
brighten the edges where the objects be shined.
You can refer to wat i hightlighten red colours in the drawing below.

Start filling ur draw with the brighter colour and slowly to the darker colour,
where the thing less or harder to be shined , for sure it will be darker in colours,
for ur case ur light is actually come forward from the front so ur broght colour
might be the side and the middleis dark colour, to make the feeling of the back light case,
(when u took a picture that a sunshine behind u, proprably u cant see ur face, that's how.)
beside that, remember to add in the shadows, not only for the kids, but everything inside,
like grasses, tree, houses, whatever..
so, indeed u also need to be brave to add in the darker colour as u said,
i saw u try to make the shadow and all that but when it is not dark enought then wat u trying
is wasted, the effects wont come out.

Next, what i wanna remind u is, my steps is not one by one steps, is randomly one, hahhaa.
SO, lets us see the prespective of the drawing,
basically this kind of landscape drawing is hard to say the perspective is wrong or right,
but the, in our eyes visual, we need to enhance it to be more comfortable for ur audience,
basic rules for the drawing perspective is, the thing infront is always bigger than the things
at the back, so dun make the far far things too big to make ppl have wrong illusion.
For my opinion, i feel the drawing is not that wide that i can feel
the main reason for me is the tree, it is too high to make me feel it is so near to me,
second, is the roundness of the ground, flatter ground will make ppl feel that is more wide,
especially the mountain at the ack, lower the height can be more perfect to make the drawing wider.

Okay, lastly but there are few things, ur clouds is too blue alr,
what ppl always say is like, blue sky white clouds,
so ur sky have to blue but ur clouds have to white,
enhance the clouds shape with a bit bit darker colour at the edges of the clouds,
refer to the drawing below,
another thing is, the body language of ur main characters is not enuf,
their are showing only thei back to us,
so absolutely we can see their happy face or funny facial expression,
then what we can do is the body language,
they are riding the bicycle,
but theey still can light racing to each others,
enjoy the wind blow with open their two hands,
playing each other with stick? may be,
holding some fishing tools,
add more detail on the main character will make the drawing more interesting,
okay, the last last one is the subcharacters,
there is somekind emptiness i can feel in ur drawing,
may be u can add some subcharacters like kerbau or the "grass man"?
no need to add to much but thats will enhance the feeling that we are in a pddy field,
because from the first view i see ur drawing i tot is kebun sayur.
in addition, u may add some chracteristic to ur drawing like,all the grasses is toward a direction
because of the wind blowing.
Happy drawing next time ya ^^

this is a simple sample that i draw with ur drawing in 30 mins,
it is hard to control in computer brushed and tired today, so it is not complete yet,
and lazy to complete too. XD hahaha

Am i Lost u all?

2008-09-06T11:38:00.000-07:00

I was watching a japan series recently.
I bet u might heard its name,
"My Boss, My hero"
It is quite childish and typical Idol series,
but it is damn funny somehow.

Its theme is talking about good memories
in youth and school time.
It's remind me actually i dun have a good school time memory,
secondary school time life is all about love, friendship and study.
I dont have some romantic scene or moment of love in that time,
Dun even have much hometown frens ( fewbest frens only)
(Wong Keng Soon, no worries, u r in the list.)
no friendship by mean no gathering for secondary schoolmates for me,
although have also talking craps there,
like lie to each others (they enjoyed but not me)
study? what is that? is that a food?
I have no idea about study,

from this all segments, i realize that i was failed in my school time,
A failure life for that,
no really unforgotten memories and best sweet time,
ppl asking me out i always cant get out with them,
until they lazy to ask anymore because they knew i wont be able to do so,
i feel like flying back to my past to get back the things,
not really love, not even study, but friendship,
I had one hometown fren that i still have her contact in msn,
I tried so manytimes to talk with her but never i get any reply,
we was close before,
but i dun think she remember me this fren anymore,
I am trying hard to get u all back one by one,
how about u?

I was wondering how r u all in somewhere on the earth,
hope u guys doing good. having a good life.
I thinking of writing all the name that i miss.
but they are too much.. till uncountable.
school time is left regrets for me.

Pang Chong/Pei Yi,"Kong, tonite midnite show, wan?"
Kong,"nvm la, u all enjoy la"
thats wat i remembered,

I would like to join u all last time,
but i cant, what can i do?

ANGRYNESS are all around me

2008-09-04T07:44:00.000-07:00

Post be deleted. Article was expressed my anger.
No harming more than expressing anger.
-^.^-

I Knew We Can! because We Just Did it.

2008-08-27T09:28:00.000-07:00

Finally, we did it!!!
I'm sure that u r now curious about
wat i made and wat happened rite?

hahaha, our team had won the
game competition today,
reward as a top 3 games
in the competition.

What a wonderful day,
What i heard from ppl,
it is excellent design,
outstanding characters,
logic calculation and much much more,
really happy feel to be praise
or agree by ppl.

What my boss said that,
"we still can be talented if we serious"
ya right!
I hope that is just a beginning of a good luck
for my company,
I like my company and
really feel like be the one
who make this company success.
^^

but i Knew that,
" nothing can success easily by single power."
so, why not we co-operate?
we share we teach we learn we grab?
Just feel like be one of the team FASTER.

23 AUG 2008

2008-08-26T09:34:00.000-07:00

I had delayed this post so so so long,

from 23 AUG 2008 till now,

ppl may forgot wat they did that day alr,

what to do, I have rushed for my projects this past few days,

What happen to 23 AUG,

for sure thats is my birthday,

it is my 21st birthday,

a big a special birthday,

it is really long long story to tell,

Tell u wat i just back from OT again,

and tired to sitting more infront of the PC,

so, in summary,

I had a great birthday with my sweet gf's plan and

my frens celebration.

they are sweet, made a bbq party for me,

i was tip that that nite have a BBQ party from Gary,

but i don't dare to expect too much cause normally

my frens doesnt really suprise me.

In the end, it's really exist,

there is a BBQ party for me,

Kong Yoon Chen,

so sweet rite?

my gf even call my sis come secretly and,

thinking of calling my parents come too,

I really have to thanks all of them and

my sweet gf.

I would like to stop here first,

update the picture next time when i fre.. tired.. =.=

Win or Lose

2008-08-21T06:58:00.000-07:00

Lee Chong Wei had lose in the final,

Some ppl said that he was won,

some ppl say that he didt lose as well.

In my opinion, he didt lose also,

atleast he got a silver right?

Just depends on what u expect to him,

and what he target for himself.

SO... in the end,

lose or win = what u expect.

right? agree?

what u expect = can set by anyone.

everyone will expect diff thing,

thats totally depends on what the dude thinking.

SO... lose or win actually doesnt exist in this world.

It was created by human.

They set the target, they set the rule,

they called it game.

21 marks u got then u win,

why not 23? why not 25?

because they set it that way.

humans is playing with the rules they set,

the game they call.

SO... you alr won when u thought that u had won,

you alr lose when u thought that u cant win it.

-END-

Home Sweet Home

2008-08-09T05:58:00.000-07:00

Nothing special today,
just wana write a simple article,
a simple blog,
I had gone for friends' convo in my Uni today,
quite nice cause really long time
never get to see them alr,
feel quite a good decision to go there by
the reason fetching my fren go for her bf.

Everyday I missed mygf and my family,
Today is included.
Looking ppl's parent being proud for they sons or daugther,
very sweet and nice,
I like family family love stuffs recently,
even thinking of having my babies be a daddy,
but I knew that I am too young for that,
I still need to learn many many things too.

I wan my family and I wan have a family too,
Cant wait to be a good daddy,good husband,
cant wait to angry about sons and daugther naughtyness.

"Home Sweet Home".. wait for me.

Bad son vs Good son

2008-07-31T09:02:00.000-07:00

I feel that i not really a good son,
two or three months only back to hometown once,
back only few days once,
call back.... um.. once per month i think,
wat a bad son they have,
now mum is sick,
quite serious, although is not those cancer or wat,
but then god telling me that,
it is time,
it is time to be a good son,
atleast once in awhile,
I replied that, I got it,
and I will do it this weekend.
wait for me mum and dad ^^.
hehe.. I will be back!!

My Phone Photos Publish

2008-07-17T08:49:00.000-07:00

Today, I would like to public my phone's photos. Welcome for viewing!!
There are many old photo that with my sweet memories.

Say Khai. Sky. Look like a cat with the stripes shirt.

Two pretty girl makan with us for vincent's birthday. They are now in Korea internship-ing.

My two roomate doing sound effect recording. So cool rite? hahhaa... It is failure also. haha..

My pet- Ah Pion Gor. It is not so horrible or geli as u tot.. It is cute. ^^ wont hurt anyone. I can sure that.

It's hand.. donating blood. the most painful donate i had. Got "black-green" after it. "tut" the nurse. so rude.

Gary zai, My roomate, with one of his millions of cute post. hahaha..

Say Goodbye to my err err, she wanna go back indon that time ler. T.T

Follow my Boss go green screen shooting. Very happy but then the crew he hire have no experienced one.. sien diao.. hahahaha....

I accidentaly saw my lecturer in a Magazine that is alr 2005 magazine. I saw it recently.

My second marker rendering arts. but then i have no money to buy markers.. so didt draw for more alr. XD

My working station. Seems cool rite?

My stlying for a Big birthday Party for Celebrating 3 ppl's birthday. Dracula theme.

Cyberjaya, beautiful sky. Dun u agree?

A talented 3D person called Alan. He is the god of #dmax in my house. Senior: "He is alr more than wat he need to have in this stage."

Hao Seng's birthday, The lori reverse crashed on the Mini with a girl inside. Wow, the driver this month salary habis alr...

Raymond: " Owhh.. I'm Dead. Killed by Ah Pion Gor." =.=

Hey hey, Raymond is massaging Elyn. haha... I need a massage now too.. anyone?

See! Wee(and Raymond) cut hair alr luu~~~~

Wow... See wat i caught? a sleepy sleeping piggy couple. XD

A very Talented and Mature Friend. Very nice to talk with him and fren with him. Do u know he same age with me? Cant really know from picture rite?

My Sweetest Wife Skating with me at 24 May 2007.

My gf and I, In my sis's car, Proton Saga! ^^

02 May 2007 Suki's birthday, damn a big "cam bing".. hahha

2006 year, met a burning accident at SK. A burning Rubbish track.

My ex-favourite pants, there is a big hole made by accident.

I saw it look so similiar to my brother shirt so take a photo wanna let him have a look. But i keep forgot till now. Took at 02 Oct 2007 till now.

04 March 2007, My drawing for assignment. Thats just a random online picture as refferences.

This is so call " Lou SAng" thats made by around 15 ppl.
P.S. We didt eat any of it. Because it is all on the floor alr..

My hebe..... poster, hahaha.. This poster is right after my wall that right beside my bed. You can see that it is made by many many A4 papers. hehe..

After Class lor.. take a pic first. ^^ "Ikan Bakar and Ooi Ooi Shin"

2006 year we went to genting with whole gang of FCMers. Missed the days.

Mickey Joshua with stripe head. Muahaha.. very match lor actually.

My gf was flying to indon. We was seperate again and again. But we will be together till forever.

Can U believe that My roomate can sleeping without closing his eye? Here is the "bukti".

The girls that we usually call them "ma tiew" cause they really so sticky to each other. But then now better le. Cause Rong got bf alr. XD

oooOH... Price Have Rise and Rise Again....

Pahlia Ah Val Act SHOCKED. XD hahhaa.. with rong. 19 Dec 2007.

One of my favourite Lecturer. Very cute and Sweet. SHe was admired by many students.

Another birthday party. Very nice de japanese Steamboats. Quite Crazy that day. ^^ very siok as i remember. 21 Sept 2007.

Coolest assistance Producer. Tattoo at her back neck. Haha. Very Geng person.

The perfect lover. The girl who changed my life and giving me the most happiest life.

A pic show that how lecturer teach in class. (good example). For u to know how I learn in my class.

Is time to Gamble! Gamble! haha.. Chor Dai Dee!!!

世界就是那么矛盾

2008-06-28T02:04:00.000-07:00

人生是矛盾的，
人是犯贱的,

在最忙的期间，
往往脑子就会
想要做
自己的东西，
想要做
提升的东西，
想要做
很多很多，
但却发现没有时间.

在最空闲时，
却永远
都做不到
自己的东西，
提升的东西，
没有一样做得成。

想要很多东西，
要好的手机，
要多多美丽的衣服，
要买这个那个，
没有钱，
到最后，
只能看，不能买，

有钱了，
舍不得买，
好的手机，
也只不过打电话而已，
那么多衣服，
也还没有穿完，
不要买，不舍得买，
到最后，
钱还是没有了，
可是却什么都没有买到，
安慰自己说幸好没有买，
不然就不够钱了。

人生此终前后矛盾，
想要的却拿不到，
拿到了却不珍惜，
珍惜了却不能永远。

无奈世界就是那么矛盾。

屋子病(homesick)

2008-06-25T06:54:00.000-07:00

很久以前就开始的现象了，
每次驾车或无所事事的时候，
回想起了一些事，
驾驾车，摸一摸胡子，
想起了小时候，
最讨厌爸爸用胡子来弄我了，
现在自己有了胡子，
却很想用胡子弄未来的儿子，
我想这就是有其父必有其子吧。。。

想象到我出生的时候，
爸爸妈妈一定很开心吧，
一定很可爱吧?
长大了却不可爱了，
更不怎么黏家，
无奈为什么自己
就那么的不孝顺。。。

毕业了，爸爸叫我在家呆几个月，
明显的我一定不想，
因为在家，我真的没有什么可以做的，
唯一的好就是可以见到父母亲,
尽一尽儿子的孝顺，
可以尽到多少呢?
我真的不懂。。。
尽量啦。。。

想象着，看着一个婴儿
到出国留学，
从天天陪着你的乖乖仔，
到有自己的路要走的少年，
慢慢习惯孩子的长大，
慢慢习惯孩子不在家，
单靠想象已经很难受了。
好想回家陪陪他们。
先打个电话给他们吧。嘻嘻..

烦恼

2008-06-14T05:33:00.000-07:00

我，既然会有空写blog了，
就连自己都难以相信，
不会说忙到完全没有时间，
(因为最近安定下来一点了)
也不是完全没有灵感写blog,
(脑子想了很多也忘了很多)
就是提不起劲写，

发生了很多事，
忘了很多事，
做了很多事，
回忆很多事，
脑海就象没有整理的货舱，
东西乱摆乱放的，

记得住发生的事，
记不起发生的日期，
记得住美好的事，
记不住自己的心情，

未来好像充满着好玩的，
期待着，幻想着，
未来好像也充满了难题，
恐惧着，逃避着，
未来好像更充满了烦闷，
孤单的，寂寞的，

走向着美好人生，
却害怕太美好，太一律，
走向着社会人生，
却害怕难题重重,
道路坎坷，

好累，好怕，好奇，
累了，睡了，
怕了，做了，
好奇着，为了什么。。。
目前只为了要有一个幸福的家庭。

MY GAMMA 2nd Sem work.

2008-03-01T04:48:00.000-08:00

罪恶与错误

2008-02-29T03:38:00.000-08:00

我按了这个NEW POST很久很久，
脑子想的事情想写下，
可是就是整顿不下，
不知道要怎么说，怎样说。
想了很久。。。很久。
最后也只能"写一点，想一点"

唐三藏取西经是真人真事，
取经的原因是要谱度众生的罪恶，
和尚要剃头出家是为了删去七情六欲。
七情指的是-喜、怒、哀、乐、爱、恶、欲。
六欲指的是-食、财、色、丁、权、贵.
社会的堕落，世界的黑暗都是来自人的七情六欲。
明显的例子就是财欲和色欲。
财欲造成滥赌，诈骗，抢夺。。。
色欲造成滥交，淫荡，乱伦。。。

一个又会影响到更多，
为了钱财，滥赌输钱，回家偷钱再赌。
一个接一个的产生更多的错误和罪恶。
在我们生活里罪恶与错误也一直在上演。
食欲导致肥胖或胃痛，贪吃是错误。
财欲导致赌博或诈骗，贪钱也就是错误。
色欲导致了一夜情或贬低了性的价值，
色也属异性的互相吸引力，
为了色，用足了千方百计，虚假，诈骗的手段，
害人害己。
丁欲(不清楚),权欲，贵欲。。。
说不完的错误。
一人一点的罪恶与错误，
污染了世界。

等你长大就懂了(moved from msn blog)

2008-02-23T23:07:00.000-08:00

最近都没有什么post blog,
很多想法要写，
可是又觉得其实也没什么值得写，
就忘记了。

最后，
今天想到了一个以前就发现的事，
发现了什么?
发现自己越来越多东西
要思考。
背负多了，要顾虑的东西也多了，
觉得自己不可以再白白的一天一天过，
成熟了?
也不算，但却发觉自己越来越像
一个人，
我爸爸，
以前的我。
会觉得爸爸每次都不放心我深夜外出，
觉得他很小胆，
出来了，觉得外面可以是很危险的，
是我也不会随便给我儿子深夜外出。
小时候，哪里理的那么多，有得玩就想去，
现在，想到当时只想着玩的思想，
怎样会保护自己安全?
以前，总觉得爸爸心情不好就板着脸，
不理不睬。
现在的我，
心情不好了，
当然没有心情笑啦，
儿子还小，哪里会帮到我解决烦恼，
还跑来烦我，就没心情理罗。
越来越了解为什么当初爸爸会这样那样，
虽然方法不是那么好，
但目的都是要为我好。
真的是"等你长大就懂了".

不知道的未来 (moved from msn blog)

2008-02-23T22:40:00.000-08:00

我们不知道未来活多两天就见到孙子出世，
所以我们现在都浪费着青春。
我们不知道未来病痛多非常难挨，
所以我们现在都浪费着健康。
我们不知道未来只差两百就可以筹到医药费，
所以我们现在都浪费着那少少的两百块。
我们不知道未来会和恋人分开，
所以我们现在都浪费着一起的时间。
我们不知道明天会生病，
所以今天玩了先，功课留明天。
我们不知道明天车祸，
所以今天白白的过了最后一天。。。
我们往往都不能预料未来的突发状况，
可是我们仍然没有做任何准备抵抗，
事出突然，你的人生就改变了。

只是你不知道 (moved from msn blog)

2008-02-23T22:32:00.000-08:00

人的五官，
眼睛，鼻子，嘴巴，耳朵，舌头吧，
没错吧? (五官整齐，不是指舌头也好看?哈哈)
眼睛观看四周围的事物，
鼻子嗅到身边气味，
嘴巴咬到食物，
耳朵当然是听八卦的新闻，
舌头试尽了人间美食。。

可是人类有没有想过，
眼睛看不到的伊朗战争，
并不是伊朗没有战争了，
只是不在你的视线里，

鼻子嗅不到的工厂毒气，
并不是工厂再也没有释放毒气了，
只是味道传不过来，

嘴巴吃不到的中毒身亡的动物，
并不代表全世界
上上下下的动物都生活的自由自在，
只是中污染毒死的动物已经被丢弃了，

耳朵听不到的争吵，
世界并没有得到安宁，
只是没人告诉你哪里哪里发生了什么的，

舌头没有尝过苦，
别以为东西只有甜味，
只是你没有看到，闻到，试到，听到，
你便误会了事情没有发生或存在?
那你就大错特错了!

没有听到到的政府内幕，
你会以为国家越来越繁荣，
事实的真相可以是多么丑恶，

没有看到种族与种族的争吵，
还天真的以为没有种族歧视，
发梦就没有。

没有看到措施的问题，
还奇怪的责问社会为什么反对，
为什么反对建造世界第一垃圾焚化场?
为什么反对抓狗比赛?
不知道他们成立方案的定义吧?

没有听闻印尼的地震，
还以为只有台湾和日本会地震呢!

没有看到世界末日，
都以为世界末日还很远，
可能明天全球大地震，
冰山雪崩，海啸全球，
人类就消失了，
谁可以肯定不会发生?

人类的能力有限，
能看到，闻到不多，
可是你有没有试过去看更多，
闻更多，听更多?

看到了事实，
不要相信那就是真相，
世界没有对错的指标
独立的思考事实的对与错。

不要再与世隔绝，
就以为世界太平，
报纸只是人类编造的赚钱故事书，
凭什么相信记者的老实度?
发生了只要花钱遮掩就不知道了。
试用更多的管道去了解世界，
那时你一定会觉得
世界真假的差异，
真相的恐怖。

世界末日已经可以感觉到了 (moved from msn blog)

2008-02-23T22:21:00.000-08:00

世界上最聪明的动物是什么动物?是人类吗?这个答案你认同吗?
对我来说人类是最愚蠢的动物.
世界末日从千年后，被人类拉近到2100年，
地球生活了几百万年，生命却象石头掉下来那样，
越到底线就掉得越快。
地球地壳已经开始龟裂了，从地心里裂开了，
在这样下去，地球就会爆炸了。
无知的人类还在上面自私自利的生活，
搞什么种族歧视，还丢一大堆钱抓狗，
搞什么垃圾焚化场，是想快点全部人一起被地球"焚化"?
科技进步得太发达，污染的来源和起因就更多，
为了自high，就在那边抽烟，一天两三包，
个个争着做出烟桶。
为了方便，就用plastic，用完就丢。
人类真的是地球的生物吗?
我觉得人类绝对不是，
他们只会破坏地球，毁灭地球。
人类最基本的就是生存，
为了生存，其他无关紧要的就给他死，
关我屁事 !
"世界末日就末日罗，反正我这一生中
都没有可能会遇到。"
确实真的很多人都会那样想，
但你们知道吗?
我们已经在毁灭的边缘了，
在这样不理不睬污染课题的话，
地球可能真的会承受不了
在近年来毁灭。
如果你出去和任何人说，
他们都不会相信的，
"地球很耐的，没那么快死的。"
试问还有多少个海滩是干净没污染的?
还有多少森林还没被砍?
还有多少的空气是清新的?
地球转悲为怒了，
世界末日已经可以感觉到了。

人生交叉点 (moved from msn blog)

2008-02-23T22:16:00.000-08:00

有时候，我们都会觉得，
有很多决定要决定，
不知道该选什么好，
人生交叉点?

其实我觉得，
我们每一个动作，
都在改变着自己
或别人的命运，
你搭巴士走掉巴士费，
可能就害到巴士司机被骂，
被骂的巴士司机
回家就骂老婆出气，
酱子牵连到另一个人，
你乱丢汽水罐，
改天那汽水罐弄跌了老人家，
就酱去投胎了，
你对得起人家吗?

不是我严重化了事情，
而是没有人会知道事情的真相，
记得，你每个动作或决定，
都在改变着别人的人生，
也可能牵连回自己的人生。
相信吗?

人生=假 (moved from msn blog)

2008-02-23T22:09:00.000-08:00

其实我真的很佩服小丑，
因为我觉得小丑虽然在笑，
但内心是在哭泣的，
没有人会知道他在哭泣，

为了工作，为了欢笑声，
他不禁在悲哀的脸孔上
画上了大大地笑容，
红勃勃的鼻子，

专业的为观众带来一场有一场
他演奏了数百次的表演，
强勉着自己哈哈大笑，
几屯化妆粉下的心情,
穿着宽松的大衣，
show出了另一个自己，
谁能感受到他承重和纳闷的心情?
谁又能看到他眼角边的泪水?

*人生或许就像马戏团,不管心情在怎么不好，
都必须扮成专业的小丑，假装微笑。"

羡慕

2008-02-10T00:36:00.001-08:00

><@#@#$%%@#!!!!

忙忙忙，到现在才得空写BLOG.

不是忙功课，就是忙喝茶，

不是忙喝茶，就是忙运动，

不是忙运动, 就是忙Project,

忙完了Project，是时候忙功课了。

交了功课，走在大学里，

想一想，自己也GAMMA了，

最后第二年的最后一个SEM,

以前的我，

羡慕着艺术学生的风格，

羡慕着他们说老师坏话，

羡慕着他们一群有型的艺术家，

羡慕着他们可以把想象到的事物表达出来，

羡慕着他们半工半读的毅力，

羡慕着他们有着大学生的魅力。

可是，

现在不用了，

现在已经是别人羡慕的对象了。

创意学生的senior,

艺术呈现的栋梁，

调皮活泼的学生，

胡闹着大学生活，

挑战着艺术的技巧，

散发着冷傲的魄力.

这就是我

梦寐以求的生活，

羡慕的大学程式，

很开心，

我做到了，

很开心。

不要结束的来临。

农历新年

2008-02-08T06:45:00.000-08:00

农历新年已来临,
家家户户过新年,
炮竹烟花满天响,
敲锣打鼓乐翻天,
舞狮舞龙团团转,

严格来说也是农历新年
变成了传统,
变成了习惯,
变成了征兆,
变成了空虚.

为什么呢?
变成了传统,
因为一直以来都是这样,
所以就这样,
为什么新年要吃年糕,年饼,
平时得空又不吃?
为什么新年要派红包?
真的是嫌钱多吗?
就因为一直以来都是这样,
所以就这样,
知道由来的人已经很少了.

变成了习惯,
去年全家团圆,
今年少了一个,
就是不习惯.
一年一度团圆饭
变成了习惯.
一年一度的菜单
一模一样,
变成了习惯.

变成了征兆,
好运的征兆,
好运的代表,
新年新衣,
新鞋子,
新钱,
新裤,
新书包.
为了什么?
为了一个征兆,
一个好运的征兆,

变成了空虚.
现代人对待新年,
就是放假,
红包里的钱,
新年前的新衣,
最多也只是妈妈的菜,
新年意义也就越来越少了.

现代人,只会说,
讨厌听新年歌,
厌倦新年的布置,
听闲了无聊的祝福.

(当然不能以一个臭蛋,
断定整罗都是臭蛋.)
新年快乐.

天灾人祸

2008-02-06T07:39:00.000-08:00

欢迎大家来到我新的部落格。
依然是以华文为主，华语为先。
不是因为文化，也不是惜源。
是纯粹方便，清楚表达自己的想法观点。
当然难免兴起是也会用用英文。

奇怪的是，
为什么不统一语言呢?
维护文化传统吗?
那为什么不统一各国钱的价值?
因为人类都是自私自大的.
我们的钱比你们的更有价值。
我们的地比你的大，比你的旺，
我们的国家比你繁荣富强，
我们的人民比你的更有文化。

奇怪的是，
人类好像忘记了，
我们人类啊
都是住在同一个地球上，
你争我斗的，
伤害的也是人类和地球。
战争破坏了家庭，伤害了地球，
生意争夺，不拘环境的手段，
污染了地球，危害了人类，
科技的旺盛，明显的副作用，
也是拉近了世界末日的距离。

中，美国大雪灾，
马来西亚海啸，
印尼大地震，
南马大水灾，
说是天灾，
其实是人祸，
不只是这些，中国某区
老鼠群体袭击，
造成了鼠灾，
种种都警告着人们，
地球不行了。
世界末日来临了。